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semuanya silap aku sndr...x menjaganya dengan betul...tak jga kesihatan diri....aku stress, penat & serabut...memikirkan mcm2 perkara...tkut nak truskan kndungan sbb beza 2 thun dgn yg no. 2...tkut nk pg jmpa previous pakar & hosp yg sma....tkut org2 sekeliling membebel & mrh2...xfokus kt kandungn...lasak...semua tu menghantui fikiran...
aku mula bleeding @ lunch hour pd 24 Feb 2011 di opis...but i was thinking it was a period seems the upt strips tht i used was an old stirps...i've not gone to any clinics to comfirm my conceive...so, i'll let it be untill tht night...
x bole tdo, skit pinggan mcm nk ptus urat, contraction yg amt sakit...aku & husband pg pusrawi to check...first, the mo said tht maybe fibroid sbb dia nmpak ade pembengkakkan...then he said it was kandungn luar rahim...so he refer me to pakar @ 9.00am the next morning..we plan to came back @ 9am but unfortunately aku mengalami tumpah darah yg byk sgt2 msa bru nk bgun utk blik...aku panik sgt2...doc suh stay kt observation room belakg A&E...drah tumpah lg dgn byknya dlm blik air...non-stop...doc on drip & aku ditahan until appt ngn pakar @ 9am...
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| makan time setelah 24jam xmkn...time tu mknn yg xsedap pon jd sedap |
jumpa pakar dia bersihkn seglnya...scan...diagnos complete abortion...so aku bole pulng...msa tu xskit da...mlm tu @ 10pm, skit blik yg amat sgt...lbh skit dr the night be4...tido, dduk, jln xbole...pg blik hospital & admitted...pg esk, kuar seglnya...doc diagnos incomplete abortion...kna bt D&C...seksanya...dugaan Allah...Alhamdullillah...lpstu everything was clear...
aku mc 8 hr...sedih & regrets...but life must go on....insyaAllah rezeki kami akan menyusul lagi...sekrg ni nak seteldown dlu about my health & emotion...terima kasih di atas doa2 kalian kepada ku....semoga aku berjaya mengharungi segalanya...always bear in mind & my heart that "setiap sakit & dugaan itu adalah penghapus dosa2 kita...Allah itu Maha Penyayang..."
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| bubbye pusrawi...sempat posing kt luar wad b4 blik |
p/s : bla pg follow up ngn pakar xthan nk gelak when he's saying that awak bole mengandung blik lpas ni bila2 masa....
